Oh Bella, I miss you so much. I will always wish I was honest with how I felt about you. It was funny how we met but i'll never forget the first day we hungout. I was chopping leftover wood from furniture and you thought woodworking was so cool you started chopping wood with me. Gave you gloves and safety glasses n' got to it. We laughed so much together, got deep and cried together. We ate dinner at your fav lil place downtown, Weber. I went alone on my bday the year you passed.
I always looked up to you believe it or not. I loved that you were always taking care of kids, I guess it rubbed off a bit, I started doing little things "for the kids." When you were around I always felt things were gonna be fine, you saw me the way I saw me and didnt mind. I tried contacting you for months and then I heard the news. Ive been messed up ever since. I listen to Much Deeper by Dolph, Phones In Heaven by Sam Tompkins and think of you. Sometimes I dont think I tried enough, sometimes I think I tried too much. I'll cherish any memory we had. Love you Bella.
