my condolences to your family, its hard to loose a loved one. I lost my father and something helped me and some others. in Acts 24:15 it tells us-" There is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous.” We have a promise from God Jehovah that we can see our family again. because like in 1 peter 5:6,7- " through your anxieties on God( go to him with anything like our sorrow), because he cares for YOU." And draw to God for comfort. I hope this helps.

We were the best of friends. I love you grandma! I will forever miss you.